It’s done!!! It’s over!! Fini~!!! Finals are over, today is the last day. HURRAH!!!!!!!! I had my accounting finals yesterday and I can say I did well in it. So now it’s just the wait for the course card on aug.31… I hope I get a 2.0 >.<;; But as of now, I’m a free woman!!! WOOOOHOOOO!!!! X3X3X3X3
I’ve been watching Honey and Clover since yesterday, I’m on episode 19 now. Not bad. It’s basically about unrequited love.. actually, almost all the characters there are suffering from it X.x;; I can relate? Sorta.. it gets me thinking. BUt hey- I might pick up something from it. As of now, I’m rooting for Nomiya and Ayumi together.. although there hasn’t been much progress… we’ll see 
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Okay, take 2.
 YOSH!!! I’m psyched up to study for my accounting test this monday!! X333 I don’t know why actually, I’m supposed to be problematic over it since i’m .5 short of 2.0 (the minimum grade to be eligible for honors) and very very worried - which I am by the way. BUT, I’m all fired up! I have tomorrow break time, saturday afternoon, sunday afternoon and monday afternoon to immerse myself in the wonders of accounting. I plan to use up all those free time to study for my upcoming monday night test. It even crossed my mind to create a banner like in animes where you tie it on your foreheard with the words: FOCUS. Study Accounting. Just to boost up my motivation and keep the fire burning X3 Hopefully, I’ll be able to keep my motivation cause it’s no easy feat to study for hours, especially in accounting >.<;; I should build up enough confidence for the exam cause the test kills it. It gives you these mind boggling questions that even if you've studied a lot for it, you still can't manage to answer it right. Not to mention the time constraint that you are put under pressure, which is always short -_-;
I really want that 2.0, even if it's just 2.0 it's fine already. The test is hard and this is the second to the last quiz. I've studied hard but this time, it's blood and sweat on the line. I believe that if I study hardcore, I could get a good score. If not, i'll kill myself. And my self-esteem would absolutely suffer forevermore. So wish me luck and pray for my soul.....
................Or I could opt not to study hard enough and save myself from the possible plummet of self-esteem and torture but say bye-bye to my Dean's List - which I've been maintaining a consistent record of and aspire to keep it for a Latin award when I graduate. I wonder which is the lesser evil...
 And that ends this lame attempt to reconstruct what gusto and excellent flow of thoughts I had for my original entry which Wordpress just didn't PUBLISH when I clicked the 'publish' button >E Grrrrrrrrrrrr…..
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Aaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa!!!!!!! My post was lost!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! Arrghhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh!!!!!!!!!!! Don’t you just hate it when that happens?? And I was so psyched typin that up too!!!! Damn Wordpress!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! DAMN YOU!!!!!
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The day would’ve ended fine today except i had to see someone that made me remember all my pent-up sadness for the whole week. I don’t know that person but that person is connected to the person who’s involved with the person I’m sad over. I don’t care if I make little sense, but that’s the gist of it. Anyway, the morning and afternoon before that, it was my “girlfriend” (yes I have a girlfriend now and i’m the boyfriend - such a sad life) who was mellow coz she just saw the person who’s the current love interest of the guy she likes and later on saw the guy on the way to see the person he likes. Seeing the girl made her compare herself - what she has that she doesn’t. Stuff of the sort. And me, seeing that person at the mall tonight, made me feel the same way 
Although i’m not feeling exactly like that, it made me contemplate of things i’m trying to avoid thinking about because i’ll just get sad over it. I’m really trying to heal myself. It’s difficult. But i’m doing the best I can and I will. I hope I last long enough and truly get myself back on track. I’m actually congratulating myself for doing a pretty good job so far. I’m more mind over heart now like how it used to be.
 And in addition to contemplating on why things happen.. I just finished watching Miami Vice. The movie sucks. There was only a part there that got me contemplating over things of the past and how things have turned out this way in my life. It was the scene where Isabelle and Sonny talk about their relationship being a bad idea, that it would never work. Sonny is an FBI agent while she’s a businesswoman doing illegal tradings. Their talk just got me thinking how I feel the same way. That despite liking each other very much and wanting to make things work, it just wouldn’t because of our circumstances. Just my thoughts…
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Accounting sucks. I’d be glad to get rid of it if possible. I’ve been feeling better lately but it just had to remind me again that life already sucks. It can’t get any better than this. So much for a 2.5 GPA here, the most I could hope for is a 2.0 and fear that IÂ could fall back to 1.5 too. >.<;; This SUCKS… Arrrrghhhh!!!
 I still don’t know how to change the theme of this blog. O.o
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I’ve been productive today. Just feels good to have accomplished a lot this afternoon, this is a first this first term of school so far. I actually finished studying for my accounting exam tomorrow ^_^ And I did a lot of catching up with regards to the homeworks that have piled up.. too bad I went short on the worksheets, I could have done more. Oh well. Hopefully I’ll still have this diligent streak tomorrow and for the next few days. I’ll be needing it till the finals, i’m loaded with projects X.x;
 Anyway, I still have yet to figure out how to change the layout and apparently, from what I can derive, you can’t put your own layout normally cause WordPress has its own rules O.o
 I’m going to watch The Apprentice now. Time to get business-y X3 Tata!
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I’ve completely forgotten about this blog. I’ve just lost the interest and i’ve forgotten it all. Only recently has my friend reminded me that I’ve abandoned my blog so that I actually remembered I had one. But now I find myself typing up an entry.. it’s been a while since i’ve placed my thoughts into writing. And it’s a rainy day. It’s been raining the whole day - the downpour heavy, making the sky bleak and lonely. I was annoyed this morning even when I attended mass, but then it started to rain and it soothed me. Somehow it makes me feel calm and comforted. Like misery loves company.
These days, I still feel sad and mellow. The problem just can’t be fixed in the outcome I want. It’s I wish. Yet it’s only a dream. It’s funny how college life has affected us. Me and my friends in particular. All of us seem to have had a fairly happy high school life yet college in contrast is a depressing one. Somehow, this certain problem we have weighs us down and touches you to the depths of your soul. Happiness seems like an elusive wish. My professor said, the things to man’s happiness is { 1. something to do 2. someone to love 3. something to look forward to } I thought how true it was. I don’t have even one of the three though.
I’m supposed to change the layout. One with a prison actually, to reflect my mood and my state but I haven’t found one that has the essence i’m looking for. I wanted it to have rain as well. The bonds that tie us down. I just long to be free from my own prison.
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As you can see the layout has been changed - thanks to Waltz - who also changed our blogscript due to difficulties in Greymatter. In any case, i’ll be transferring my stuff here when I get the chance. Until then.
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Welcome to my new blog!
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